Ну здрасте... вот и зарегились на этом сайте с желанием поделица со всеми, а в первую очередь, и с самим собой, всем что происходит в мире, и в моей жизни. Зовут меня Улугбек и мне скоро улетать в UK...волнуюсь... новая жизнь начнется через 4 дня... Жди продолжения


Вот так протекает моя жизнь... Выяснилось, что поеду я 20-го... Так в принципе удобнее, и забот меньше... но каждый день волнуюсь все больше... можно было бы просто взять ноут, пасспорт и с***аться куда подальше... А так, стока напрягов...ужас


Toka 4to pozvonila moya maliwka iz France...ona tam mu4aeca... mne tak za nee grustno.... I wish there was something I could do... Meanwhile ya s drugoy sms-wus' i govoryu 4to lublu... all this shit 4 sex... damn this is bad... I'm a bad person...ow well, fuck it.. I'ma fuck both of 'em and be awesome as usual ;)... Gotovlyus k otyezdu... JOPAWNO... stoka vsego sdelat nado :@ :$


One girl left, and before I start feelin' bad, I find another one 2 hit on... Twice: first my baby leaves for France, and I hang with T., now she left... and before I start feeling bad, "I stop, and be awesome instead", hangin with Z... Damn I'm bad... But u know what they say - Don't Hate the PLAYER, Hate the GAME...
This is it... another day of my life waisted on some bull... Although I did some good stuff, like....well transferring money to the uni and purchasing a ticket to UK where the things that put all plans to an end. But I do have 1 thing left undone, and it's the library fees. But one prick just won't return the money he owes... I think he deserves some good ass kickin'. I would just love to beat him up, just for the hell of it... but, oh well. fuck him. he ain't worth the time... Don't know why... but i just couldn't open my odnoklassniki site.... and now i'm in... another sms from Z... I just asked her out 4 lunch... what she say? nothin interesing... Damn I miss my homies up in the USA... This goes out 2 Sam and Rovsh, my real "rodnie"... my babies...
Ok maybe i'll post smthin more later
Later ;)


Today was kinda boring... Done with my preparations for the big trip. Listnin to The Game - Game's Pain and Nickelback - Rockstar... Mixed feelings. Gonna miss TC... Sit back watch Game throw his money in the sky


So here I am. At this new place, with my new life ahead of me. How do I feel? how do I feeeeel????...... Gotta think about it. Its wierd. Its good. Kinda miss home, but not in a homesick way. The people are nice, and friendly, but the white-blondehair-red-face dudes and chicks are gettin on my nerves. Made some friends. Hit on chicks. Didn't have sex though. Got drunk once. But i'm done with the fooling around thing. Time to get serious. Picked up three books at the library, and sitting with a banana by my side to study, and get a snack :). Write more l8r. peace:dark:


Unfortunately I did forget to write more. Well what can I add to this list of useless comments of my boring life in NCL? First of all, yep, it is kinda getting boring. Second of all, my friend Izzat arrived, so we're bored together now. Hehe... Well at the moment I should be sitting and reading Legal institutions and method, but i don't really feel like doin that. Maybe in a while. Life is good. Nothing to complain about. Parties all the time, that I don't visit, and end up sitting alone in my dorm. People are bitches, bug me out with their british attitude towards life. But it's gonna be alright. Today is friday and I'm thinking of getting out for a beer or something, but I won't. Instead I will sit home and read till I'm blind. Kiddin... Well, I'll try to read as much as possible.
And thats pretty much it for now. Sorry for not supplying any pictures or interesting facts about the existence of humanity or citations of great authors or something....but I don't feel like doin that rite now.
Oh, wait, I've got 1 - Nikogda ne sleduet prenebregat znaniem, otkuda bi ono ne prihodilo - Mary Stewart


Just out of course representative elections... all shaky. I was nominated. Hope I will be chosen by the masses....hehe... but I was really nervous, although everyone said I did a good job. Hope so. Now going to my dining room, where I will have dinner with Izzat. Need to write smthin more interesting...... But what?????????? :alles:


Zdes v Europe kak vi znaete, vse lyudi ot mala, do velika vsegda vihodyat v svet, kuwayut gde-nibud'. Po etomu restoranniy bizness procvetaet...nu ladno, 4e-t ya ne v tu step.
Segodnya mi s Izzatom soverwili neveroyatnoe. Vstretilis s nim v centre goroda, i rewili osmotreca horowenko. Powli kuda glaza gledyat, a vernee 4erez reku v Gateshead (drugaya 4ast goroda) v bolwoy Mega-Mall pod nazvaniem Metro-Center. On do nedavnih por yavlalsa samim bolshim v Europe. I poyti mi reshili peshkom... Perviy 4as vse shlo bez problem. Mi proshli 4erez Millenium Bridge, uvideli nebolshoy koncert sovremennoy musici - hip-hop i poshli dalshe. Kakim-to obrazom popali v prestijniy rayon, a tam policii mnogo, mi dumaem, nu ohrana, dorogih kvartalov. Okazalos tam proizoshlo prestuplenie... ne znau kakoe. No prishlos idti obratno... V kakoy-to moment mi zabreli v spalniy rayon, dorogi pustie, ludey ne vidno.

Wli-wli-wli i u prohojih sprosili kak do etogo Mall-a dobraca. Nu nam pokazali v kakuyu storonu avtobusi idut, a mi reshili sekonomit, proytis.
Eto bilo ne pravelnim resheniem. 4erez 4as mi dobralis do Metro Centra, ne ustavshie poka, no nashe pozitivnoe nastroenie potihonku nas pokidat na4alo. Okazalos 4to v 5 vse zakrivaetsa, a vremya 4:15...hehe... Bistro probejalis po magazinam, prosto zaglyanuli tuda-suda...

Nashel takie shtani kotorie vi hoteli, 4tob ya kupil. I stoyat ne o4en dorogo. Next- 38 funtov. Budem jdat sale-ov. Ewe progulyalis ustavshie seli na avtobus i poehali....4as do kone4noy stancii. Kogda priehali okazalos 4to mi s drugom konce goroda ot mesta kuda nam nado bilo...Ne osobo univaya, hotya holod nastupal soba4iy, a ya v odnoy mayke, mi poshli peshkom do Izzata obwejitiya...kotoroe po idee bilo v polu 4asah hod'bi (kak vi ponyali mi lubim sebya pomu4at i pohodit). Doshli do avtobusnoy ostanovki, viyasnilos, 4to suda pridet avtobus 4erez 3 minuti i otvezet nas v centr goroda, a ot tuda 15 min do moego obshejitiya. Jdali mi ego 10 minut, prodrogli, a kogda on poyavilsa v dali, podyehal i...proehal ryadom s nami.
Ujas. Lan zatyanul. 4erez 40 minut mi bili u menya doma. Prigotovili pizzu, 4ay i pirog s kuricey i gribami. S udovolstviem poeli, t.k. propustili lunch, ne zavtrakali (anything goes well on an empty stomach) i nashi puteshestviya na segodnya kon4ilis. Teper u menya bolit spina, i ya spat lojus v 11.
Nadeyus vam ponravilsa moy rasskaz... eto 4to-to tipa malenkih odnodnevnih memuarov....hehe...

Do skorogo


Actually this is a copy of my letter to my mother. So as you are guessing, there is much more into the story....Basically it was fucked up, and we are total idiots to do this kind of crap...But at the end of the day... well, it was fun.


Sitting in the library. Today I came late for the 1st lecture...Recently, I just can't get up. Something at night always keeps pulling me away from the bed. That's it, I'm tired of this shit, I gotta be serious about this!!!!!!!! Damn it. Have an essay to submit on next Thursday...Kinda worried. Although it is really easy I want to score maximum.
Gotta run to the next lecture - Public law!!! BOOOOORING
Just kidding, it superb. Talk to u later


Today I had a life change experience...one might say... It was interesting. Today I had an allergy. It all happened as usual - nuts!!! These little damn things ruined not one night out for me, and at this moment I am confident in saying that I am through with them. If I am not, you should print out this page and stick it in my face. Hehe... Well, after eating one too many of 'em, and having a couple of energetic drinks (I was not willing to drink tonight) over them, I started swelling up and itching. After meeting Audrey, Simon and another couple of guys (why are there never chicks in this company?) we headed to the "Northern... something..." pub. The bouncer greeted us, and I was afraid he would think that I am drunk or something, cuz by that time my eyes started to swell (I think its the right word)...Having entered Izzat met some Russian friends and introduced me to 'em, but I was, at that time so sick I said pleased to meet you, and headed to the hospital, that I knew, was right around the corner...The guys (I'm flattered) rushed to follow me, and I convinced Simon not to leave. Audrey was also looking worried. By the time we got to the Leazes Wing reception we found out they couldn't help us and we needed a taxi to take us to another place, where I could get the necessary medical assistance. I went to the bathroom, and there I found out how extreme the situation was!!! My face was mixed of pale and red colors and my eyes where so red, face so swollen that I looked like a fucking amphibian-man...It was shocking. I was not ready to see my perfectly modeled face so crazily damaged (hehe, just kidding). And now the most interesting part!!! - I went out and Izzat told me its gonna take the cab 30 mins to pick us up. I went out to get some fresh air and started seeing spots. I tried to breath steadily to gain control over my body, stop panicking. Then, when that didn't help and Izzo went out with me the spots got bigger. More and more, green and bluish, till I couldn't see anything in front of me. Izzat helped me get inside, and sit down, cuz I was almost falling down and was not even able to see the bench right beside me. For a moment I thought it was the end, I'm gonna lose consciousness, and die...yep this actual though ran through my mind when I remembered a little earlier an incident I heard on the news, where a girl died after her boyfriends kissed her. He ate nuts before that, and the ambulance did not come in time. May she rest in peace....Well, yeah I did think that, and it may sound funny, but as much as I always told myself I wasn't scared of death, I thought about my parents. I was thankful to Izzat, who was sitting to my right, but he just didn't understand the suckiness of the position I was in. I asked for some water and started breathing deeply. Another funny thing is that, by remembering a scene in 'The Incredible Hulk', where Edward Norton was learning how to breath correctly to control his anger strikes, I actually applied it. And the amazing thing is that it helped. I gained a decent degree of control over my body, and even though my neck was killing me for some reason, I started to regain my vision. In time was more or less able to talk and, when I heard the receptionist wanting to cancel the ambulance (yep she requested one earlier, and I really don't know why she wanted to cancel it) I screamed out not to. Well, I tried to scream, but it came out, like a loud whisper. A nurse came down to look at me while we were waiting for the paramedics to come. She tried to talk to me, to take my mind off the pain, and I was... for some reason...really trying to be pleasant and friendly. I even told her how I hate myself for ruining Izzats night. Hehe... The paramedics came, asked some questions and took me to the ambulance. In a fucking wheelchair. I felt...cold...chilly. When I was already in the car, the lady gave me a mask to breath, and some medicine, inserted intravenously into my hand. In time all came to normal, but I was still chilly, even in ague (I think its the right way to say it)... Well at the end of it. I got into a ward, and while waiting for a doctor to see me talked to Izzat. I really appreciate him being by my side in such a situation. After waiting for an hour for the doctor I decided to leave, without being inspected. We went out and headed to the city center. Having decided to have a snack at McDonalds, we went home telling each other 'I remember...' stories...
I really wanted to share all my feelings with someone. I haven't actually shared all of my near-death experience (I would like to regard it as that, at least to an extent) with anyone, and I feel that sharing it with a diary, helped.....And one more thing I discovered tonight is...that I am AWESOME


And here are some photos I wanted to share:

While walking to the city center we decided to take some photos near monuments and stuff. A really appropriate time to do so, we thought to ourselves:jump3:

You can see how my face is still swollen

And here he is - My HERO: :beer:


XMAS in Newcastle

Just a quick note of what Izzat reminded me I should do. Firstly, Izzat and I...had a haircut... it looks something like this
Believe me, you don't want to even imagine the process of cutting hair in the privacy of our own bathroom: :alles:">

Went to walk around the city and it was surprisingly empty....as in dead. No store, shop or fast food was open today and we walked around the city with Dan, roaming the empty streets...creepy. feels like Resident Evil or something like that.

Anyway, another thing is that tomorrow is work, gotta get up early, especially taking into account the working times of the buses.

Lastly, this video brought up Izzat's comment, that if something similar to this would have occurred with Ace of Base song "All that She Wants", the Uzbek musical industry would experience a Major...as in MAJOR increase....We all went through a faze of singing "Al machibo..." in our kindergartens... Ok just check it and you'll know what I mean:jump3::tongue:


Damn gotta run to bed, but promise to tell u a crazy story of N's trip to NCL...So long...
BTW also will cover my trip to London



Kak post video v zapisah. Ya blin ne umeu. Nau4ite
HAHA, it worked out!!!
Enjoy - Justin Beiber



Found it. Funny game recommended by Izzat. Thanks. Try it:beer:
BTW Happy New Year....
It's like 22 hours left, i mean ;-)


Games - Future Boy

While surfing the net, for entertainment of any kind, I've decided to download some games that, you know.... small in weight and dont take too much time. Went to download.com and there I've found a very interesting project - Future Boy.

Although there was only a demo version available, I must say, this is something I've never seen before. It is devoted for the player to use imagination and the basic concept is to write verbs in the command line while the picture in the middle of the screen shows you how the progress, and the "inner voice" of some kind replies to your commands. Basically you have to find a logically outlined and fully constructed way of searching and finding....hell knows what. That's the gist of the full version. But as for the demo (not less interesting and, although time consuming) you have to face some challenges for your intelect and creativity of thought. Try it, its really good.

Sorry I don't have the link but I urge you find it in Download.com and play it straight away!!!!!!!

@настроение: PLAY, don't study!!!


Fucked review

Oh blyat...
Da uj ne znau 4to i skazat. Koro4e tak poka ho4u pisat. Edu v poezde v London. Serdce bolit. Examin prowel. Visu Wengenskuyu polu4il (HUDOGA SHUKUR). Daje ne peredat vseh misley kotorie proshli 4erez moyu golovu za poslednie 24 chasa. No4yu ya ne spal i doljen bil gotovica k examinu. Vmesto etogo zapisival Seinfeld Bonke i stradal figney. Koro4e vkratce rasskaju. S Izzatom bilo u nas prodvijenie v otnosheniyah. 4asa v 4 nachav i do 7:30 mi s nim obsujdali politiku, otnosheniya s roditelyami, druzey, jizn, vse!!! Otnowenie k jizni i Z(budu ego tak nazivat) otnowenie k roditelyam i relationship ego s pahanom, vse eto menya silno zainteresovalo i vizvalo more 4uvstv vnutri. Ya obnarujil v sebe ewe bolwee jelanie izu4at' psihologiu i voobwe kakoy-to vnutrenniy zov k ponimaniu i pomowi ludyam putem predostavleniya im prostoy vozmojnosti izlit' svoi 4uvstva, 4uvstva sobstvennoy zna4imosti (spasibo Dale Karnegie za to4noe opredelenie termina).
No v to je vremya wimit serdce. Po4emu-to poyavilas potrebnost, vernee o4en bolwoe jelanie samomu govorit...Ehhh naverno lu4we vsego zapisivat' golos...edakiy golosovoy (audio) blog sozdat... prosto narration of my own feelings. Then we started talking about politics and the perspectives or possibilities of realization of personal tactics, political ambitions. I don't think it's a good idea to write some comments on that on the NET, people that know (if I even publish the damn post).
Then, from an argument it became a discussion and even a monologue about Z's relations within his family, his dad. I was very pleased he had opened up, and amazed at the story of...what he knows about his dad. And their relationship (father-son). This made me realize, once more, how thankful I am to my parents and how much I love them. I also thought that...What is this life? Something I don't deserve!!! Fuck sometimes I hate myself....Lana tut baba sidit kakaya-to ryadom, ne ho4u 4tob ona vse ponimala
Stolko vsego ewe mojno skazat...Skoka vawe 4ustv peremikalo v moey golove....Ter', v poezde ne mogu 4e-to vspomnit....Nu ladno esi 4e, podumau dobavlu

@музыка: When we ride on our enemies

@настроение: Sopranos...No fuck me, I ain't worth the fuckin shit


Dear diary,
Eeh, wanted to comprise all my movie-watching experience throughout my stay in England - Newcastle. As you understand, since the internet speed is more-allowing than that in Tashkent, my downloading has increased vastly. Well, and in the recent days I wanted to flashback and remember all the movies I've downloaded, and, hence, watched so far, and how I felt about it.
Firstly, and most importantly, I want to emphasize on the movie "7 Pounds". Will Smith....is absolutely amazing. The story...well, here's the trailer so, you'll get the gist. I just can't tell you...cant express the depth of the feelings I had after watching it. My eyes were filled the last 15 minutes...
After that I've watched Marley and Me...My god, I know I'm a guy and am not supposed to do something like this...no ya tak plakal...sderjaca ne mog. Dumal o vejlike. Touches the deepest strings in your heart. There is nothing in the world like the love for your dog.
Started watching Che with Izzat. Benicio Del Torro is very very good for the role, he has a "charisma" (quoting Izzat).
Iz serialov...Dosmotrel OC...Toje za duwu beret, kak bi postavlenno ne bilo. Ne znau ili ya nitikom stal ili realno...ne ya 4e-to vashe nyuni razvodit legko stal. Ne znau

Seinfeld is good. DAMN GOOD!!! But the guy himself is a damn prick!!! Thinks too much of himself.

Shah smoryu The Sopranos. O4en interesnaya postanovka, otli4naya igra glavnogo aktera. Superb.


Review of my trip. Seeing sister Haha (Shaha)

Oh man, that was crazy shit. Надо сесть и хорошенько все расписать. Thats the most I can do with my keyboard layout. The review of my trip. After arriving to London (L) I got down to the tube - THE FAMOUS LONDON TUBE, which is great, amazing and shitty at the same time, got a ticket for 4 pounds(!!!) and got to Russel Square. Stepping out in the rain with an ice cold face, headphones plugged and 2 heave-ass bags made me feel kinda special... Saw my sister...so small and so happy waiving me from across the road. She introduced me to her...friends. Now I realized I'm not so certain about wanting to go back home. These were some fine-ass харыпочkas....:alles:
V obwem...ups sorry. Well we went to the hotel which seemed very nice but kinda small, but then again Russel sq, center of fuckin London town. Met Akmal, who turned out to be a funny funky guy, and we have the same interest - Friends. He's a big fan, which was exciting to me. Had some whiskey in a bar. Funny thing - the hotel we stayed in is actually mostly run for students of the "Goodenough College".... What kind of a name is that. It's like, well, at least your in London, and here's a college that would be good enough for ya. And how about we name it that.... Its like the origination of the Halifax name (famous bank in UK). It came out from "Holly Fuck"... Izzo and Danny had a laugh about it and now Dan is Holly Fuck himself. ah off the topic again.

So... Akmal went from the bar strait to Heathrow - Tashkent. Me and my sis went out for....shit... To get something to eat with the Eards. That is Rupert and Catherin, my sister's ex-husbands sister and in-law-bro:roof:... After all these 10 years they still remember me. They are very intelligent and interesting people. Had a decent long conversation with 'em. Rupert cured from cancer, he's been in the army in the 80's and now works with the NHS. All so interesting. Catherin was asking a lot about Uzbekistan, and how are there still as much miliciya on the streets of Tash as it was back in the day....Damn, they even reminisced on how my uncle Durbek-aka taught english people how to drink vodka (they always need to be taught) on my sis's wedding. So many stories. And this couple is planning to get something like a Ferrari or something, a sports car. Fancy, posh. But so gentle, polite, friendly, kind, and even (forgive me Izzat) homey...They have a bit of Uzbek spirit still in them. That is rad.

Ok, this is part 1. I will get back to it, promise:dark:

the Eards

Near the Goodenough Club, soaking under the rain

@музыка: Beats coming from Izzat's room...Guessing Piligrim

@настроение: Beat down...for some reason

@темы: London p1


Vot zawli s Izzohinom v library. Sidim figney stradaem, CV raspe4atali idem na rabotu apply delat. Jdem.
Dumaem o jizni, dumaem o drujbe
Dumaem o vsyakom, misli o bezduwnom,
I sidim s Izzohoy, kuwat sobralis
Upakuy, dodelay i logout, begi

The Motherfuckin Life I Lead